Sunday, December 04, 2005

A Minor Revelation

So, apparently more people read this thing than I thought. Which is fine, but it freaks me out a little, because I'm just so brutally honest here, and I don't want to scare anyone with myself. And I'm not just honest here. Here, everyone can see how mean and bitter I really am. Here I show a side of myself that I don't necessarily normally let others see. And, altho I intended this to be private, not read by anyone I actually knew, turns out, that's not quite happened. Now several people I actually know in real life read this blog. So now comes the big question, the one I alluded to in my last post, that if people who really know you see how mean and messed-up you are inside, will they still be your friend in spite of it all?
I think the answer is yes.
But that doesn't mean it doesn't scare me and make the think twice or three times about what I write here. However, I am determined to forge on, determined to continue in my realness, keep on in the pursuit of truth, even if its a little (a lot) rough around the edges. Just please don't hate me.
(And please, dear grascious!, don't tell me my parents are reading this! ;-))

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